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i have been thinking about bees and the sun and claustrophobia and the
paycheck i haven't gotten yet and i hate those gloves and i hatehatehate
being the girl and i have been thinking of quitting my job
and i have been thinking about how terrified i am,
of the future and of right now, of the unfairness of coming out
and i'm not depressed -- i'm not -- but sometimes it feels like it;
after all, i suppose that's only natural in the dark of winter (but
what about the summer?)
and most of all i have been thinking about that bird tattoo and how i will have to let go of a lot of these things and more,
because permanent ink like that with a simple meaning like that doesn't give room for hoarding, not when you've gone and
paid money for it and not when you've gone against your mother's advice and put it in a spot everyone can see
paycheck i haven't gotten yet and i hate those gloves and i hatehatehate
being the girl and i have been thinking of quitting my job
and i have been thinking about how terrified i am,
of the future and of right now, of the unfairness of coming out
and i'm not depressed -- i'm not -- but sometimes it feels like it;
after all, i suppose that's only natural in the dark of winter (but
what about the summer?)
and most of all i have been thinking about that bird tattoo and how i will have to let go of a lot of these things and more,
because permanent ink like that with a simple meaning like that doesn't give room for hoarding, not when you've gone and
paid money for it and not when you've gone against your mother's advice and put it in a spot everyone can see
Literature
Fifty
Please understand: I do not want
to want this (you).
I realized at poem nineteen-of-fifty:
You (college-borne) are a new you,
I (weaponized) am a new me,
and the new me still wants the new you.
Literature
Waiting
We are still waiting for the thunder from the distant stars,
The echo of mortality,
the whispers of a storm, half-remembered,
in sepia-coloured hallways in buildings that smell like books.
Time gets slow in waiting,
ghosts are formed from the wanting,
taking shape in the spaces where sunlight,
or moonlight doesn't touch.
The stars shake from the vibration,
and the ghosts shimmer in anticipation,
but we can't hear your voice in the dead of the night.
Literature
Six Word Story
my mother kept smiles in bottles
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draft two. still working on this -- hopefully i'll have a third and cleaner draft soon.
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